Having been set  a time bomb in my heart, I’m kinda worried about or even fear of everything that is going to happened: Time’s up and the bomb blow me up, thoroughly；Or my mind can not bear the fear behind, and I finish myself, regretfully.

However, I just love my heart so so so much that I would never ever choose the second choice as an ending, and all that I can do is to spare no effort to make that bomb thing not to blow, never.

Hope the time is on my side…

Finally finally finally here comes the one of the most significant time my college life, the Graduation!!!~

Even though the weather coming with is always a little bit gloomy and rainy, and the grad presentation is full of ups and downs, I’m still in a pretty thrilled mood for everything that is going to happen~ Different from the high school graduation behind which there is still a mist, this time, really, there’re some kind of feelings urging me  to treasure the rest of my college life, to expect the official job I have been dreaming of.

After the grad presentation, almost every one in the dorm try any way their want to let off all the burdens and unhappiness which had accumulated in our minds for a long long time. To be honest, it’s really hard to imagine the day of farewell, since that day will come very soon, yet there is scarcely any sign of sorrow… (well… actually the current situation should be took for granted… who the hell will care that kind of thing now…=.=)

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Thinking a title took me double the time I wrote the whole passage…Traffic jam, trouble sleeping and trouble thinking, just happened to shuffle to this song, Downtown, one of my favorite song heard from Lost S3E1, the opening.

Again, like every new year festival, I had been disappeared for nearly a week.

No peer, no internet and lack of information just make the days in hometown really hard to fit in, feeling like been blocked from the outside world. Yet the fresh air and beautiful sceneries which I have little chance to see and feel did make the trip meaningful.

When I was on the way home, this trip was meant to be a tough mission, that is, the grad design. However, things just never go the way you want. After finishing the keynote, I just wasted the rest of my available time idling around, because right at the moment I opened that sample document, I made it really clear that I had no idea how to write the damn paper ~ >.<

I kinda miss the so orderly life in Beijing now. Get up god damn late…(work time 10:30-7:00).  Read books in the sub, on the way to work. Hard work~ dota~ It would be much more perfect if there were more experienced.